I can only imagine this is how Superman felt. Getting up everyday, knowing who you really are. Yet having to disguise it every single day.
I don't know how he felt about it, but it is totally starting to wear on me.
Seriously, I look in my closet every morning and hate what I see.
Never mind I am refusing to buy any new men's clothes.
I hate them.
They aren't me.
Simply a costume I have to hide me.
But I get up, pick something out, plaster my hair down to attempt to hide the length. (I think I am failing in that regard)
Gather my wits, thoughts, trying to put on my game face, and head out the door for the day.
Can someone stop this bus now?
I would like to get off.
I don't know how he felt about it, but it is totally starting to wear on me.
Seriously, I look in my closet every morning and hate what I see.
Never mind I am refusing to buy any new men's clothes.
I hate them.
They aren't me.
Simply a costume I have to hide me.
But I get up, pick something out, plaster my hair down to attempt to hide the length. (I think I am failing in that regard)
Gather my wits, thoughts, trying to put on my game face, and head out the door for the day.
Can someone stop this bus now?
I would like to get off.
3 comments:
Having to revert to male mode to go to work every day, when you know you aren't a male, is very stressful. I know how you feel, and it sucks. I used to hate it too, and like you, I pretty much stopped buying any male clothing, other than the very basic necessities. Unfortunately, my circumstances prevented me from transitioning, and I just had to live with it until I retired. You have my sympathy.
Melissa XX
wow I just listened to that song, wow. Talk about hitting home.
Have I said wow yet?
I've been up to my neck in cleaning up my personal collection that I haven't been listening to the radio as much as I used to.
Wow girl I can so totally understand this. Especially now because for me, work is the ONLY place I'm in guy mode. I gladly got rid of lots of my guy clothes but have a few stragglers hanging around just for work.
Just found your blog so I don't know your circumstances or if you're transitioning but I wish you good luck and hope things get better!
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