The last time I was due to disclosure my function to my parents I dealt with a roller coaster of emotions during the week leading up to it.
It was just a boiling pot of everything.
I was so anxious by the end of the week I couldn't sleep.
I was scared, determined, yet some how ready for what was to come.
Yet I was defeated before I got the chance.
Strangely enough I am very calm this week. At least regarding my parents.
It could have something to do with all the other emotions I have had this entire week.
Convenient distraction?
Redirected focus?
I am not sure.
Still I would prefer to be a little more relaxed about this rather then what I went through last time.
It also could all be wishful thinking since it could all catch up to me on Saturday.
I won't however back out or change my mind. This has to be done and they have to know.
How that will affect me and my relationship to them I don't know.
We shall see.
2 comments:
Good luck girl! I hope it goes well!!! *HUGS*
<3 Jerica
As Jerica said - best of luck. Hope you have the experience I have had with my parents.
Stace
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