My original plan was to try and reach full time this June.
As in tomorrow.
Well maybe not tomorrow exactly but June 2011 was my rough target.
At least it seemed possible 18 to 20 months ago when I was trying to figure out when.
I always tried to tempter my expectations that I might not get everything done to meet that deadline.
Thought I fully intended to try. At worst if I needed a couple of weeks or months to wrap things up that would be fine.
Unfortunately I have not accomplished everything I needed to. I have done quite a lot but full time just isn't going to officially happen yet.
Sadly there are some major changes and personal things I need to take care of. I couldn't plan for them since I was unsure if they would actually need to be dealt with or not. While I cannot go into detail they are significant and will delay the future for me.
How long?
I do not know. I am currently hoping to have this wrapped up before years end and I can move forward with my life.
While I cannot talk about the details I can say that it does impact my telling work. Which is why you haven't heard that story yet. It also impacts my name change, as I have to wait until this is all resolved.
There is nothing I can do about it. I simply have to be patient and continue to progress on what I can in the mean time.
All I can do is hope it doesn't drag on too long.
In the mean time I wait.
2 comments:
I will be praying for you, that everything falls into place as needed. Time seems to be the biggest enemy we all have. My time has gone completely. I'm just to old now to start down that path. Mind you, if I could, I would. It does seem to help me feel better that I can listen to you all and comment once in a while, but I truly love praying for all of us. This is where my strength comes from, my Lord and savior.
Thanks for listening,
Cynthia
Hang In There
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